Asexual and hypersexual

" it's like i switch always between asexual and hypersexual. For months i have no interest at all, not even think about it is fun. And then for some weeks it's like i can't stop think about it, and read a lot stuff and other things. I long thought I would be Greysexual. It's complicated. Either I'm asexuel, and I only like sexual stuff sometimes because I'm hypersexual,so i am actually asexuel but my mental head can't help but hypersexual for love. Or the other thing is i am normal sexual, I have interest like everyone. But sometimes I don't feel it and don't want it through bad experiences that give me Trauma, so it just looks like i am asexuel. But maybe i am Just too afraid or not feel like it through my Past.it's in Phases, I don't really have any interest in it. And in some other Phase i like to read, write, Imagen, hear stuff but i have no interest in really do that stuff."

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